獲選娛樂周刊2017年最期待青少年小說！當最了解你的人是傷害你最深的那個人，他該怎麼面對自己、解救自己呢？

　　西奧是格里芬第一個喜歡的對象，當西奧因溺水事故過世時，他感覺整個世界都毀滅了。儘管先前西奧早已為了上大學搬到加州，而且開始與傑克森交往，但格里芬總覺得只要時間到了，西奧就會回到他身邊。

　　但現在，他永遠心碎了。更糟糕的是，儘管互相憎恨對方，但格里森發現真正了解他心情的，竟也是奪他所愛的傑克森。但不論他們多談得來，格里森總無法走出傷痛，他的過往一直在撕裂自己，而他所隱藏的秘密也正一點一滴地吞噬他。

　　如果格里芬想解救自己，他必須先面對過去的自己，以及那些他生命中每一個令人心碎的謎團……。(文/博客來編譯)
"This book will make you cry, think, and then cry some more."
--Nicola Yoon, #1 New York Times bestselling author of Everything, Everything

From the New York Times bestselling author of More Happy Than Not comes an explosive examination of grief, mental illness, and the devastating consequences of refusing to let go of the past.
When Griffin's first love and ex-boyfriend, Theo, dies in a drowning accident, his universe implodes. Even though Theo had moved to California for college and started seeing Jackson, Griffin never doubted Theo would come back to him when the time was right. But now, the future he's been imagining for himself has gone far off course.
To make things worse, the only person who truly understands his heartache is Jackson. But no matter how much they open up to each other, Griffin's downward spiral continues. He's losing himself in his obsessive compulsions and destructive choices, and the secrets he's been keeping are tearing him apart.
If Griffin is ever to rebuild his future, he must first confront his history, every last heartbreaking piece in the puzzle of his life.
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Adam Silvera was born and raised in the Bronx. He has worked as a bookseller, as a consultant at a literary development company, as a reviewer of children’s and young adult novels. He is also the author of the highly acclaimed debut novel, More Happy Than Not, and the New York Times bestseller They Both Die at the End. He lives in Los Angeles and is tall for no reason.
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